The decision to move forward and leave behind what was
comfortable was one of hardest I’ve ever made. Complacency had become my
friend. I was so terrified of the unknown that I would have rather been miserable.
Last week I hit my rock bottom and found myself in a very
dark place. I was lost, confused, heart-broken and without hope. Days were
spent agonizing over decisions that had been made and thinking about what
should or could have happened. It felt like I had reached my limit.
Then I realized that I literally had nothing to lose. There
were no obligations tied to me anymore, I was truly free. It was with that
small thought in my head that I slowly began to crawl out of that dark place. I
keep telling myself that the hardest decisions had already been made, that the
heart ache had already been felt.
I know the path ahead will be filled with potholes and detours.
It will truly be a lesson on enjoying the journey along the way.
So it is with mixed emotions that I look ahead at what’s to
come.
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