Inner Monologue

Another week down and another lesson learned. My assignment this week was to recognize the achievements of the past few months. It’s so easy for me to get wrapped up in tomorrow that I forget to take a moment to see what I have accomplished today. So I will take a moment and acknowledge my achievements.

Examining ones inner (and outer) self is one of the hardest things to do in life because often you don’t like what you find. I know I certainly didn't. I recently read an article that stated when polled a majority of people admitted that they’d rather do anything other than be alone with their own thoughts and feelings. For the past few months I've been doing a lot of that and I can confidently say if I survived hearing my own inner monologue then I can survive pretty much anything.

My fears and self-doubt are still there but I do feel more confident in my ability to fight back against them. In the end I am proud of whom I’m becoming and while I may acknowledge my fear I refuse to let it control my life. I will continue to fight for me.