Life is a Battlefield

I've been putting this blog post off a little bit as I found it difficult to write, especially since I think the photo pretty much says it all.

Lately I feel as though I've been battling myself. My head and my heart want two completely different things. I don’t know which to listen to. Constantly I go back and forth between them. It’s frustrating because I’m not one to flip flop on issues.

I use to be someone that really listened to my intuition. Lately however I feel like it’s on holiday. Nothing “feels” right anymore. I can’t seem to get a good read on anything! Without my intuition I feel lost and uncertain.

In light of my uncertainty I've been trying to celebrate the small victories. A few weeks ago I drew up a list of goals to complete before the New Year. I've already checked a few things off. I’m hoping this week will find another item crossed off. I’m trying to remind myself that every step I take and every decision made will have a positive influence on my future.