The Wind

During my journey there has been one decision that I can’t seem to make. I try to keep pushing it away yet it keeps coming back. Every time it resurfaces it’s like this force that pushes me back, trying to undo the hard work I've put into the past month. For weeks now I've been fighting against it.

Over the last few days however I realized that fighting it might not be the answer. Perhaps I should relinquish some control and let it take me where it wants. It would be a real lesson in not only letting go but also having faith that everything happens for a reason.

This past week I've also learned that though asking others for advice can be helpful, in the end only I am responsible to make my decisions. There is power in figuring out the solutions to your own problems alone. In the end if you can’t trust yourself then who can you trust?